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Magic is the Moonlight

Last night I was brushing my teeth, getting ready for bed, and while I was brushing I studied the decor in our upstairs bathroom. We live in a 1941 colonial with three very tiny upstairs bedrooms and one small upstairs bathroom that I guess you could call Art Deco. It’s got yellow and black original… Continue reading Magic is the Moonlight

Clouds

Sometimes I wonder if I should play the Dead Child Card more and just take a break from responsibility for a while. Just excuse myself from having to wear clean clothes, brush my hair, exercise and eat a balanced diet, because I have a Dead Child, you know. Why would I be able to function… Continue reading Clouds

Holidays

Last night I dreamed that I was teaching a small class of middle schoolers or high schoolers some sort of elective. I hadn’t really prepared a curriculum and was sort of BS-ing my way through the lesson, which consisted of walking around our neighborhood park and pointing out various conifers and their rate of growth.… Continue reading Holidays

Higher Power

Today we may or may not go to a Memorial Day Barbecue put on by Max’s AA group that will be held prior to their meeting. It depends on the weather and how I’m feeling. I guess if I go to the BBQ I’ll probably end up staying for the AA meeting too. I’ve been… Continue reading Higher Power

Wishbone

The Wall Street Journal said today that prison inmates are looking forward to meeting Elizabeth Holmes (the convicted founder of Theranos) and have said “I want to be her friend.” Well, I’m glad that Elizabeth, or Liz as she goes by now (I think), is going to have a support system in prison and that… Continue reading Wishbone

Tootsie Rolls

Yesterday and this morning I’ve been feeling pretty depressed and tearful, and I did quite a lot of crying thinking about missing Sarah. I walked up to our little downtown shopping area at lunchtime yesterday and looked for a bathrobe and a few other things, and just realized I felt very down. I was flipping… Continue reading Tootsie Rolls

Slide Show

HBO Max rebranded itself into Max some time in the last few days and for some reason we can’t get the app to work on our streaming system anymore. We can open it and get a few frames of a show, like a slide show almost, and then a message comes up saying there’s a… Continue reading Slide Show

Assisted Ballet

Sarah lost skills gradually and slowly over time. We didn’t really think about the fact that she couldn’t do some things she used to do, it just was something we accepted. For a couple of years she was able to take little steps while wearing her harness for assisted ballet. Then, she couldn’t do it… Continue reading Assisted Ballet

Field Day

Yesterday’s event at Sarah’s school turned out to be a lot of fun with relatively few bad moments. I remembered how to drive to the school despite my fears. When we pulled into the parking lot, “Sarah Smile,” the old song by Hall and Oates, was playing on the 70’s station I usually listen to… Continue reading Field Day