Tag: death

Spirit Week

I was going to start writing this morning about Rare Disease Day, which falls on February 28, and harangue you about its meaning and importance. Yes, close call for you guys. Instead, Facebook’s “Memories” feature dragged up a post of mine from 2016 that grabbed my attention and even got me laughing a little bit.… Continue reading Spirit Week

Losing a child

This morning while cruising through Facebook I saw one of those “harried mom” memes in which the mom said she must be doing okay because she hadn’t lost any of her children or pets today. I get that. Losing your kid in an airport, or mall, or parking lot is really horrible. I never exactly… Continue reading Losing a child

Legacies

We were never expecting Sarah would marry or have children (although she definitely had a way of surprising us) but now that she’s gone, our line ends here. There are multiple grandchildren and even great-grandchildren on both sides of our family so it’s not as if our families will stop existing. Max and I are… Continue reading Legacies

Self Care

This week I was at the dentist getting a dental crown replaced, and she discovered a small cavity underneath the crown when she took it off. “I can just remove that small cavity right now,” she said reassuringly. (Dr. Ramdath at The Smile Atelier is a terrific dentist if you are in need, by the… Continue reading Self Care

Flirting With Disaster

I woke up screaming again this morning at around 3:30. I really feel bad for my husband at this point, as this is the third time in the last couple of weeks he has been awakened by my shrieking “You f&%ing a$$h#le” or words to that effect. I hope he’s not getting a complex. I… Continue reading Flirting With Disaster

Trips

One week from today will be March 1. February has been a hard month in so many ways and I do want it to pass away. And in March, Max and I will take a trip to the UK. We haven’t really traveled other than long weekends at the Jersey Shore, our Wish Trip in… Continue reading Trips

Maladaptive Behavior

This morning Google News sent me a Psychology Today article letting me know that there are 3 Ways My Personality Might Be Secretly Harming Me. (Only 3?) It seems, according to Mark Travers, Ph.D., that we all need to “check in” with ourselves regularly to avoid slipping into maladaptive behavioral patterns, although Mark does not… Continue reading Maladaptive Behavior

Where is Sarah?

This morning I woke very early from a dream in which I think I was hunting for Sarah but happened upon my mother, who also died recently. I wanted information from Mom on Sarah’s whereabouts, but she began a long spiel about her medical problems, which is what usually happened when you talked to her… Continue reading Where is Sarah?

Deep winter thoughts

I’m not in a good place this morning. That business about letting go of resentment that I wrote about a few days ago seems to have come back to mock me. I have finally gotten around to watching a webcast of a seminar at National Institutes of Health last spring, ‘De Novo SPG4 Inaugural Symposium.’… Continue reading Deep winter thoughts

Childless

This is Presidents Day weekend, Sarah’s birthday weekend. We are planning to go out to dinner on Sunday with Sarah’s tutor, who we were all close to, but have vague “we’ll do something” plans for Monday. Perhaps I will get a pedicure with purple or pink polish. This morning I read a BBC News article… Continue reading Childless